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I am a lucid dreamer/astral traveler. I'm starting this blog as a way to record my experiences and dreams and use them as a tool to learn and grow. I have had many fantastical experiences that I would describe as meeting up with the divine.


Thursday, October 28, 2010

Ben

This just made me feel really good.  I feel myself 'leave my body.'  There is a presence with me that feels like Ben (my guide), and I ask him if I can see him.  This time I see him looking like a cross between a gray-haired Michael Landon (the hair) and Clint Eastwood (but much prettier than either of them...lol).  He is wearing a poncho.  I ask him why I keep seeing him as different each time, and he say he is 'all of them but one.'  I feel compelled later to tell him that I feel like a very young child in my knowledge and wished I could remember more...and we end up in a daycare center...lol.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Pagan/witch ritual

This is a dream given to me by one of my past lives.  I'm sure I was what was considered a "witch" or pagan in Ireland around the 1420's.

In the dream there is a crone archetype, and there are several young women standing around in a circle.  One by one, each of the women walk up to the crone. She would prick their fingers, and they would let a drop of the blood fall on a yellow rose.  They would then pin the rose to their dress.  I was the last one to do this.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Animus and the saber tooth leopard


I don't remember this one as well as I would like. It started out as a dream and then, at some point, I became lucid.

The part where I begin to remember is that where there is a saber toothed (panther) leopard (yep...a leopard with big teeth sticking out), and I'm running away from it. We are in a house and I run out the door. I 'trick' the leopard to follow me out, and then I go back inside and lock him out (what is it I do not want to face right now?). Anyway, it is somewhere at this point where I realize I'm dreaming and I can easily go into astral, and so I do. We are in a library. There is someone with me, although I'm not sure who, I am comfortable with them, a guide. I ask them who they are, and he answers "Dodd." But then it occurs to me that I need to ask him ?What are you? And he answers "the animus." :)

Friday, October 22, 2010

Two fantastic dreams last night

The first dream I was flying with someone, but I do not know who. I only know I felt close to them. But we went up high into the sky just see how beautiful the moon was :)

The second dream, the first part I remember was being in a motorboat on very rough waters going through town (like Venice only with turbulence). The driver of the boat was my father-in-law (my ex's dad), and I was aware that my ex's whole family were with me in the boat. (My father-in-law loved to sail). My father-in-law passed away almost 2 years ago. Then then dream suddenly changed, and I was with my family (dad, mom, sister, brother), and we were getting ready to walk in a parade with my dad who was running for some sort of office (he actually did run for office several years ago). My dad passed away a little over a year ago.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Not sure what to title this one :)

I have been having some pretty scary experiences with my dreamtime/travels, and I'll post about them later, but I had this dream that, for whatever reason, made me feel really good this morning. If anyone has some insights, I would love for you to share them.

I was in a house with a bunch of others I did not know...I think they were all men. They all had these loose cords draped over them attached to a phone (looked like an old cordless handset) near their neck. I understood that this was how they 'traveled' because they were not from here. I felt very much at ease around them, one in particular. I walked up to that man and put my arms around him and hugged him tight, and I felt very secure. I then stepped back realizing I had probably invaded his space and apologized. He smiled and said "that's alight. I get that a lot." Then suddenly, they all had to leave, like there was some sort of threat coming. They all pushed buttons on their 'phones' and I saw a bunch of flashes of light, and they were gone. All except for the one I had hugged. His phone was broken, so he couldn't leave. I showed him where to hide under the bed. He fixed his phone and was gone.