Ben

This just made me feel really good.  I feel myself 'leave my body.'  There is a presence with me that feels like Ben (my guide), and I ask him if I can see him.  This time I see him looking like a cross between a gray-haired Michael Landon (the hair) and Clint Eastwood (but much prettier than either of them...lol).  He is wearing a poncho.  I ask him why I keep seeing him as different each time, and he say he is 'all of them but one.'  I feel compelled later to tell him that I feel like a very young child in my knowledge and wished I could remember more...and we end up in a daycare center...lol.